Monday, June 05, 2006


sianz... anyone interested in gas powered RC car? Model FW-05T.. if interested add me in msn.. shuwee89@hotmail.com =))

okok.. today was a kinda boring day for me.. because i went to do.. wanted to do some D&T.. but end up no material because i nv pass mr tiong my material list -.- so.. no MATERIALS.. nvm.. =) so i got nth to do.. help weiming to do finishing on his work piece.. and.,. the buffing machine got problem sia.. i do wet and dry.. filing.. every thing until de surface so nice.. go buffing machine.. THE WORK PIECE GOT SCRATCH STUPID BUFFING MACHINE!!!! end up need redo de whole process again-.- but.. i didnt redo.. actually got la.. only abit.. then weiming continue lor because he finish the other piece liaoz.. xD.. so in the end i nv really help him anything.. after that went home change.. meet weiming and go sim lim tower to look for circuits.. and de UNCLE not there sia.. so cant ask him to help us -.- den de shop owner say de uncle will be back at ard 5+.. she will give us a call.. in the end nv sia!! we went to bugis junction.. walk ard.. wait.. until 6+.. de shop owner nv CALL!! she bluff us T_T.. den after that we went hom lor.. hmm actually is i went home alone bah.. cause weiming went to de NTUC at clementi to buy some things? dunno wad he buying.. anyway who cares xD..

MY MUM JUST DUN UNDERSTAND ME!! AND SHE FOREVER WONT UNDERSTAND ME.. EVERYTHING I DO ALWAYS WRONG.. I CANNOT TAHAN ANYMORE!!!!THERE IS NONE.. NOT A EVEN SINGLE TIME IN MY LIFE THAT WAD I DID WAS RIGHT?? BROTHER PLAY COM WHOLE DAY.. I SCOLD HIM I WRONG?? I GO OUT I OSO WRONG?? I SAY WAN TO THROW HIS GAME DISC AWAY.. BECAUSE HE PLAYED TOO MUCH GAME AND SCORE BADLY FOR HIS MID YEAR... SHE OSO SCOLD ME?? SAY I WRONG?? EVERYTHING.. ANYTHING.. EVERY TIME ALSO BLAME ME!! WAD I DO WRONG?? WADS THE USE OF ME LIVING IN DE HSE WHEN WAD I DO ALWAYS WRONG?? I MIGHT AS WELL QUIT SCHOOL RIGHT??!! DUN STUDY AND GO WORK.. EARN ENOUGH MONEY AND SAVE... THEN I GO PRIVATE SCHOOL STUDY.. THEN MDIS FOR PRIVATE DIP.. HAPPY?? I WILL JUST SUPPORT MY SELF FOR EVERTHING... SHE JUST DUN UNDERSTAND ME!! I WILL SUPPORT MYSELF.. DUN NEED YOU TO CARE!! I DIE OSO NOT UR BUSINESS.. NOT UR PROBLEM.. DUN NEED YOU TO CARE!! ANYWAY U DUN EVEN CARE ABT ME OR UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL!!! NOW I DUN CARE A SINGLE THING AT ALL.. HE FAIL THIS YEAR SEC 3.. RETAIN OR DROP INTO SEC 4 Normal(A) I DUN CARE!! HE NEED HELP NOT MY PROBLEM!! ANYWAY MY RESULTS SUX MORE THEN HIM.. SO I DUN THINK I CAN HELP HIM AT ALL?? HE THIS YEAR FAIL AND DROP OR RETAIN.. I OSO DUN CARE.. NOT MY PROBLEM AT ALL.. I WANTED TO HELP BY TAKING AWAY DE GAME DISC AND STOP HIM FROM PLAYING COMPUTER GAMES?? BUT U SCOLD ME!! SO IZZIT SHE DUN UNDERSTAND ME OR IZZIT THAT I DUN UNDERSTAND HER???

haiz.. thats all.. but.. ever since my dad passed away when im in sec 2.. my mum seems troubled and sad... haiz.. maybe i shouldnt think like this at all.. after all shes stress enough to support us since my dad passed away.. its really hard for her.. to support de family for so long.. so maybe she have some reason why she scold me.. or maybe she very stress and dunno wad to do.. haiz.. okok.. COOL DOWN!! I will not let this kind of this RUIN my DAY!! and maybe im wrong afterall..

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